the throne envelops me despite my aversion
a cruel bubble of safety keeping me alive
as it fuels my hatred
tendrils of power whisper through the banquet hall
transmuting protest into riddle
burdening me with secrets
showing me the gears within their spells
as if they know none will believe me
but i believe them
pouring their feelings into me
my mask their sanctioned drain
inexorably unveiling their terror
patterns of negative space
coalescing into familiar shapes
how can rebellion grow
inside an empire of growth
where laughter flows from luxury
i dream of the day i can no longer hear it